Well, J is not sleeping any better. It may be due to a cold he got right after the surgery or it may be that I'm a terrible parent who has trained him to only sleep when I hold him. It's hard to tell because he's had physical reasons for his night wakings for so long and he genuinely needed help.
Anyway, he's screaming his guts out right now and has been for an hour. I'm so frustrated.
It's got me asking over and over and over again, "What's the point?"
Apparently there is none. It seems that no matter how hard I try things don't change and don't improve.